I think I have this problem of always looking for love.

I am constantly waiting for a guy to sweep me off my feet or finally meeting someone and falling deeply in love with them at first sight.  -___- I must snap out of this.

I am so eager to be in a relationship to make things work that I tend to go for guys that I dont even really like with a breakup following shortly.  Don’t get me wrong I treat them well and I do everything I can to make them happy but after some time we both loose interest.  I really have to stop this cycle.  What i’ve realized is I need a guy that I am extremely drawn too.  Someone I know I won’t get sick of and I can see a future with instead of going for a guy just because there ready to be in a realtinship or because they like me.. 

What I need to do is wait and focus on other important things in life than constantly thinking of boys.. God has someone planned for everyone and I need to wait patiently.