Love actually?

I think I have this problem of always looking for love.

I am constantly waiting for a guy to sweep me off my feet or finally meeting someone and falling deeply in love with them at first sight.  -___- I must snap out of this.

I am so eager to be in a relationship to make things work that I tend to go for guys that I dont even really like with a breakup following shortly.  Don’t get me wrong I treat them well and I do everything I can to make them happy but after some time we both loose interest.  I really have to stop this cycle.  What i’ve realized is I need a guy that I am extremely drawn too.  Someone I know I won’t get sick of and I can see a future with instead of going for a guy just because there ready to be in a realtinship or because they like me.. 

What I need to do is wait and focus on other important things in life than constantly thinking of boys.. God has someone planned for everyone and I need to wait patiently.

Searching all my days just to find you
I’m not sure who I’m looking for
I’ll know it
When I see you

Blah

Im so sick of trying.

Im moving on.

I just want to find my husband, date for a couple years, get engaged, married, buy a house, decorate it, then have kids and two dogs.  IS that too much to ask for?!

WHERE ARE YOU FUTURE HUBBY:(

come to me now..

Does anyone…

does anyone ever go though old texts/fb messages and get super embarassed?

Yeah.  Just read an old convo and turned a bright crimson red.  *sigh* why am i so random.

I should really think before I talk er text/type. :(

I want a guy that’s…

1. genuine/caring.  

2. has a strong belief.

3. Loves kids and wants a big family

4. has goals in life and is motivated

5. confident but not cocky

6. Someone with a great sense of humour

7. Open minded 

is that too much to ask for?

guess so..

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how i feel on a daily basis…

how i feel on a daily basis…

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*drools*
Old but some still have never read it

http://www.articlesfactory.com/articles/dating-advice/what-does-love-mean-see-how-4-8-year-old-kids-describe-love.html

:)

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, “What does love mean?” The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. Here is what they said:

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.”

Rebecca, age 8 

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.”

Billy, age 4

“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.”

Karl, age 5

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.”

Chrissy, age 6

“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”

Terri, age 4

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.”

Danny, age 7

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.  My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.”

Emily, age 8

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.”

Bobby, age 7 

“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it every day.”

Noelle, age 7

“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.”

Tommy, age 6

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.”

Chris, age 7

“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.”

Mary Ann, age 4

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.”

Karen, age 7

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn’t think it’s gross.”

Mark,  age 6


And the final one, the winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman’s yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, “Nothing, I just helped him cry.”


Do you remember what you thought love was when you were little?


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*sigh*
Food

A list of things I am going to eat once my detox is over.

Food:

Chipotle burrito bowl with the tortilla and chips and guac on the side.

Cheesy french fries

Jersey mike’s sub sandwiches

Pasta w/ alfredo sauce and garlic bread on the side

Pasta with vodka sauce and parmesan cheese

Kim bop w/ spicy mayo sauce and miso soup

Yuk gheh jang with a lot of rice nooodlesss (cant spell in korean!)

bi bim bop

a whole platter of sushi

Dessert:

Moose track & cookie dough ice cream with whip cream and chocolate drizzle.

Portillos chocolate malt milkshake.

Apple and strawberry pie with a pint of vanilla icecream

Cake pops.

A whole ice cream cake.

Snacks

Banana walnut bread with a soy latte.

Smores.

homemade chocolate chip cookies

homemade double chocolate fudge brownies

Chocolate almond bars.

Every coffee cake there is out there.

so much for a detox -__-

I shall add onto this list later..